I have been debating about this for a while now, but I am not really great at making decisions, so I having a hard time deciding. I really like both volleyball and soccer, but I just don’t know which sport is going to be the sport for me, you know? I cannot make this decision for the life of me. I just cannot. I really don’t know..
I like volleyball. I really think that I have the physical ability to be able to play volleyball and that I can have fun with it as well. I think that in the future, as I am doing it, I will not regret wanting to play the sport, and that I will have fun each day I am at volleyball practice or when I have a volley game.
But then again, I really like soccer. I think as well that I could succeed in volleyball, but then again, I don’t really know if I could have a future playing soccer.
I really want an answer, but I know myself that the only person who can give me this answer will be me and that it’s my choice. I know it’s my choice of what I want to play, but I as I said before, I have a hard time choosing anything. I mean anything. Like if you asked me what you want to buy me for my birthday, I would have absolutely no idea. Like even my friend says that the main thing I say is “I have no idea.”. Because that is true, I usually have a hard time making decisions and that is nobody’s fault. It’s just me being indecisive.
I don’t know where me being indecisive came from, it’s just something I have always done. I cannot make major decisions for the life of me, so if you are wondering why this seems like such a major topic to me, it’s because I cannot make decisions. I can make some decisions, like little ones, like ones that don’t matter much.
But if it is a major one, I really think forever on it, and even as I am thinking forever on it, I would never be able to make that decision, given the amount of time I have had to decide.
It’s really a never ending process with me, ya know? I just cannot deal with it. I SIMPLY CANNOT.
So basically, if you ever meet me, DO NOT HAVE ME MAKE A DECISION. I will basically said ‘I don’t know’ and then give you a decision like 99,999,999 years later, and by then, the answer you need you will already have, so I will have wasted 99,999,999 years of life to make a decision that a regular person could make in like five or less minutes.
So if you read this, HELP. PLEASE.